Atomic kind of love, you say…
Yeah, I see, we’ve all known this reckless, explosive… destruction.
Did you know? Atoms do change their behavior when observed, as they do when ignored. Their movements make us, or break us, because in the end… that’s all we are; dusty atoms trying to not die in a mass of air; hurting when no soul sees, aching under others careless deeds.
I know about being unworthy up to the point where you’re certain no one would want to know, but you see, someone bled to have you here…
And His scars do speak…
“Oh, how I loved you, how I love you still; If you let me I would love you until you could again breathe… I called your molecules into being, It was me; and you’re worthy of being heard;
I can hear you.
I know it’s hard to believe… I know you find yourself unseen even when everybody else sees:
But I see you.
Look, you were worth it to me, and there, you can find value; I wanted you to live even if it was my death the cost of it. But I also lived. Because I am, I also lived. I went down in case you turned towards me, to love you, and I always will.
I wrote the novels in the lines of your palms, which I love to see, would you lift them up and reach?
These raging waters in your soul I also see, oh if you knew; I could calm them just by breathing light into your ears, here, look at me…
I see your layers, one after the other, I see where you ache, where you laugh, where you cry and where you hope… I see them all, can´t you see?
Because there’s only one atomic love, my kid, and it carries My name, and with my heart, also this:
To love you back to life, I crave still today, the same way from the beginning I did.“
Look, no, I surely didn´t deserve Him; He’s my best friend, and my first love… and even though I’ve known darkness, His light is all I see, right there looking back at me and I know He knows everything. He examined my heart and rearranged everything in this soul of mine, every molecule that had been forsaken for years He watched and held until it felt Him and now I can softly hear his heart beat…
I didn’t deserve Him but He still came and changed all of it atomically.
So I promise you His atomic love is there, just as you’ve wished.
The question is this:
Will you look to Him?
-SFTS
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