Poems
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Amar a alguien de regreso a la vida. Cómo lo quise. Una buena tierra donde sanar. ¿Lo será? No entiendo nada, ni cómo portarme… o pensar. Te voy a enseñar, y tú vas a ver. Soy feliz aquí, ¿me puedo quedar para siempre? Nada apremia realmente. Ya no me interesa nada, ni nadie, nadie mas Continue reading
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Oh, please, please,
for once, let it be real: That when I feel worse than dust but I find calmness drawing in my sketchbook with pastels just the way You make me feel, I don’t seem to myself (fearing I would to others, too) like a child that got stuck in time but a fully grown woman that’s Continue reading
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Ever felt like you’re drowning?
Remember, remember, remember. After the blow I always turn to anger or numbness… my spirit can understand; the problem is always trying to quiet my heart,and beat back the fire before my soul turns to ash. It’s milder now, and still, I always ask why. I keep on asking why after all this time. I Continue reading
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Faith at 29
How much can I believe You won’t do, because of the circumstances? How much could I ever take credit for, bending the world my way? No, indeed You still move; You brought the goods home, You sighed in relief when the friend finally listened and prayed… and You put a vision from the past right Continue reading
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I don’t want to be who I used to be, please let me leave her behind forever.
Sometimes I wonder if the places I see behind the screen are even real… Today I realized there’s something inside me that mourns for what-could’ve-beens, like when my dad could’ve chosen to be a good man, but didn’t. I imagine this amazing person who could’ve taken the world by storm. Like if one of my Continue reading
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Unexpected
One thing I’m taking out of the first half of the year: I don’t love you anymore. For all the pages I wrote in longing, eight years turned to nothing. I believe I cared deeply. I did, so much so that I wouldn’t want to care that way for anyone ever again. Never. I also Continue reading
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From darkness all the way home, part 4
My Sweet Summer’s Hope It’s been more than four years.No, I’m not the same anymore. It’s been more than ten years…No, I’m not the one from before.Things were lost, I saw the dust…until in came my Sweet Summer’s Hope, many were the nights where I begged someone to stay, many the days when I couldn’t Continue reading
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Hoping for a future, battling despair…
How I wish I could be free. How I hope… You saw I cry because anger is all I have and I can’t have that. Anger would have me run away, and I would. I do, even when there’s no place to run to. I get angry and stay silent, wondering what is it I Continue reading
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awake
How is it that the sound of storm has become my favorite? It’s like waking up from deep slumber. It is true one thing’s not finite; How You loved my heart like thunder. -SFTS Continue reading
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About the oil, the singing, and deliverance.
“You are my hiding place; you will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance.“ “I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.“ Psalm 32:7-8 It is like a dialogue. I think I understand something now: We can’t go around saying and doing Continue reading
