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Ever felt like you’re drowning?

Remember, remember, remember. After the blow I always turn to anger or numbness… my spirit can understand; the problem is always trying to quiet my heart,and beat back the fire before my soul turns to ash. It’s milder now, and still, I always ask why. I keep on asking why after all this time. I Continue reading
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Not again…

…please. Ever wondered how the main character looks when the villain strikes again? Picture a young woman, whose brown eyes and hair shine reddish when the sun hits her a certain way, a deep auburn perfect for the fall. But not her fall. She just lost the love of her life, or almost… and is Continue reading
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Summer

Life can be good again. It can take fifteen years and eleven months with a week, but I promise; Life can be good again. The nights full of terror and confusion, hurt and despair can seem endless; that feeling that wakes you up nauseous and disoriented with only your fears and the loneliness to play Continue reading
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2507; la lente del amor

“Si me amas, si tú sí lo haces, por favor,” pero no sabía qué más decir. ¿Cómo le pides a alguien que te muestre que te ama si has empezado a olvidar lo que la palabra significa y lo que es creer en Él? Tal vez nunca has conocido ni lo uno ni lo otro.… Continue reading
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I don’t want to be who I used to be, please let me leave her behind forever.

Sometimes I wonder if the places I see behind the screen are even real… Today I realized there’s something inside me that mourns for what-could’ve-beens, like when my dad could’ve chosen to be a good man, but didn’t. I imagine this amazing person who could’ve taken the world by storm. Like if one of my Continue reading
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Hoping for a future, battling despair…

How I wish I could be free. How I hope… You saw I cry because anger is all I have and I can’t have that. Anger would have me run away, and I would. I do, even when there’s no place to run to. I get angry and stay silent, wondering what is it I Continue reading
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awake

How is it that the sound of storm has become my favorite? It’s like waking up from deep slumber. It is true one thing’s not finite; How You loved my heart like thunder. -SFTS Continue reading
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Everything all at once

You’ll have to teach me how to live with my eyes finding zeroes all around… how to co-exist with this devastating failure. With everything, but nothing all at once… zeroes all around. More than three days have gone by since my heart uttered these words. Gazing into MY love, do you care for those? I Continue reading
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Por favor enséñame a vivir…

Hay veces en las que pareciera que las tinieblas toman el control de la mesa durante un microsegundo y te toman por sorpresa; no te esperabas que fuera tan sencillo volverte a ver frente a esas. Hay veces en las que algo cuidadosamente entretejido se deshace en un instante y sin aviso y no sabes Continue reading
