brokenness
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Is it vanity?
What do I wear tomorrow? I try to fix my hair every day. I don’t really like the state of my skin, and ‘what would happen if I had asked to change my nose’ is a question I entertain almost daily. None of these things would inspire him to bring me flowers. Showering every day Continue reading
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I don’t want to be who I used to be, please let me leave her behind forever.
Sometimes I wonder if the places I see behind the screen are even real… Today I realized there’s something inside me that mourns for what-could’ve-beens, like when my dad could’ve chosen to be a good man, but didn’t. I imagine this amazing person who could’ve taken the world by storm. Like if one of my Continue reading
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Unexpected
One thing I’m taking out of the first half of the year: I don’t love you anymore. For all the pages I wrote in longing, eight years turned to nothing. I believe I cared deeply. I did, so much so that I wouldn’t want to care that way for anyone ever again. Never. I also Continue reading
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Hoping for a future, battling despair…
How I wish I could be free. How I hope… You saw I cry because anger is all I have and I can’t have that. Anger would have me run away, and I would. I do, even when there’s no place to run to. I get angry and stay silent, wondering what is it I Continue reading
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awake
How is it that the sound of storm has become my favorite? It’s like waking up from deep slumber. It is true one thing’s not finite; How You loved my heart like thunder. -SFTS Continue reading
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Everything all at once
You’ll have to teach me how to live with my eyes finding zeroes all around… how to co-exist with this devastating failure. With everything, but nothing all at once… zeroes all around. More than three days have gone by since my heart uttered these words. Gazing into MY love, do you care for those? I Continue reading
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My King’s hands
I won’t talk about my past. I don’t miss it anymore, nor the idea I held of it all. Has your heart ever been torn in a mending kind of way? Just as if a sword pierced it in a healing manner. Yesterday mine was: I had tried to forget before, to hold on to Continue reading
